Sorry. Little Sesame Street reference. What can I say, I grew up in the 70s. I’m a product of felt-covered, ping-pong-ball-eyed monsters.
I watched today’s rerun and can’t seem to get those Pillsbury Bake-Off award-winning Double-Delight Peanut Butter Cookies out of my head. I mean, there was lots of cool stuff (lucky millionaires! MJ! the White House Christmas special!) and yet I can’t get those baked goods out of my brain. I want to make them, but Jim’s allergic to peanuts so, alas, there will be no luscious cookie-smell wafting thought my home today. If any of you make them, I’d love to know how they turn out. And then please describe them to me in explicit detail.
So, I am sorry I’ve been absent a lot lately. I’ve been quite busy getting prepared for the release of my book in 24 days (not that I’m counting). There’s soooo much more work that goes into a release of a book than I expected. It’s been a roller coaster ride, I’m telling you. And I’m going to admit to you, there are times that I have to fight being paralyzed with fear. My Grandma Shirley used to say to me, “Careful, you might get what you wished for.” I didn’t understand those words when I heard them as a teenager, but I sure do now.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m over-the-top, fall-on-the-floor grateful for the opportunities I’ve been offered as a result of my 2008 project. And yet, I’m worried - what if I fail? What if I let you down? Or my publisher? What if I never write another book again? I wish I had a crystal ball sometimes. Whenever my mind starts doing back flips, I take some deep breaths and give myself a reality check. I also do some yoga or get some exercise. If you were along for the ride with me last year, you know I have some very strong feelings about Bob Greene...but one thing I learned during all that Best Life Challenge exercise is that moving and sweating and getting my heart rate up is one of the best stress-relievers. So, when things get busy and I get so fearful that all I want to do is put my head in the sand, I try to move. It doesn’t always work, but today I commit to taking care of myself so I can face the mysteries ahead.
Although, if all else fails, I could bury my head in a pile of peanut butter cookies.
Friday, December 11, 2009
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You've already succeeded by doing what you set out to do: namely live for a year according to the dictates of the Big O and write about your experience. The rest is gravy, sister!
That being said, best of luck with the book. I'll be buying a copy, so you're guaranteed one sale for sure :)
Peanut butter cookies. Sigh. My OB had me stop eating all nut products because of my family history of allergies. I have deep fantasies of peanut butter cups, and Chubby Hubby ice cream and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and ants on a log and pecan pie and hazelnut chocolates. I could go on and on and on. I won't get to eat them till for at least another year.
Jamie, you are so sweet. Thanks for the pep talk! And to show you where my mind is at today, now I want gravy :)
Celia, I also struggle with food allergies. I'm lucky I don't have nut troubles, but I do know where you're coming from, sister. Chubby Hubby. Wow. I haven't had that in years. So delicious....droolinggggg.....
xoxo
I'll still love you no matter what.
The accomplishment of writing and publishing a book in itself is an amazing achievement and I'm so impressed and proud to be someone who has been following you. Whether it sells billions or a few thousand, you've touched so many people it's hard to find a way to not view that as a huge success.
I've so enjoyed following the conversations on your blog, it's been so great to be stimulated to think about things and to be able to have intelligent discussions about relevant topics.
You are fabulous.
Robyn, you are an actor. Act as if everything is under control, you can do this.
On your where to buy 'Living Oprah', could you please add an independent book store.
Thank you Robyn for adding so many interesting and entertaining thoughts to my life.
I will hand sell your book and always have it face out on the shelf.
Jerri,
Big Fan and Borders Employee
Robyn-you're aleady a WINNER to all of us who have followed you for a year!
Relax. Deep breaths!
What would Oprah do....
Betty
One more voice saying: you can't disappoint us! We're already fans, wishing you all the success you want. Wishing you whatever successes you dream of!
Thanks everyone. You make a gal feel like a million bucks. I wish I could carry all of you in my pocket and whenever I need a boost of confidence, I could just reach in and take you all out and hold you up to my ear.
Wait. That's sort of weird isn't it? Still, you mean a lot to me and I appreciate the words of support!
Have a great weekend!
xo
robyn
Robyn, I'm a little late to post, but I just got an exciting e-mail. Apparently, your book is coming out from Amazon sooner than expected, and I should receive my copy before Christmas! Yay!
I hope you don't stress too much--it makes Christmas much less jolly. Use your breathing and listen to your favorite carols (I like Harry Connick, Jr. and Bing Crosby). Merry Christmas!
Your book will be wonderful! My mom always tells me not to worry about things that haven't happened yet. Wait and see what happens with the book release and deal with things as they come up. You are a strong person surrounded by supportive family and friends and can deal with anything that happens in the future. Don't fret! Your blog was great fun. You are funny and insightful and a great writer. Your book will show all of that.
I'll bring some peanut butter cookies wrapped up in heavy plastic to one of your book signings in Chicagoland!
Dear Author www.livingoprah.com !
I am sorry, that I interrupt you.
I've just watched a TV program about this blog. It looks fantastic. I love Oprah Shows.
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